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Friday, March 16, 2012

Mailbag: "Your blog died?"

I got an email from an avid reader (Hi Nikky!) that said
HEY! Your blog died? What happened? Did you fall in the toilet? Do I need to rescue you?
No, my blog did not die. No, I didn't fall into the toilet... okay, once! But I got out without help! No, I don't need rescuing.

BUT as for "what happened?" Well, I have been going through a little bit of a funk. I am worrying about whether or not I will ever make it back to work, if my back is ever going to get better and what am I going to do if I can't work as a CNA anymore. I am pretty worried about it and I am stressing over it. I'd eat chocolate but there isn't any I can eat here unless I make it myself and that would require actually getting out of my chair and moving. I don't feel like it.

Anywhoodles! So, I am working at a home-based business. Since I am about my future and whether or not my home-business will flop, I decided to attack this business thing from all angles. So, I am selling Mary Kay (shameless plug there), Mark Makeup (I'll post a link later, I am working on it), Meleleuca (which is really just for me, but HEY! if I make $, COOL!) and I am also selling items from a catalog. I am not sure what I am going to do with this, but I will figure it out eventually.

AND, I am working on getting my first book published. Hopefully it will be done by the end of March and published the firest week of April. I will keep you all posted.

Tonight I will sit down and write a review for Minecrack, I mean Minecraft. Holy cow, I am totally addicted to that game! I love it! Plus, the boys and I need to finish our other reviews too. If I can focus long enough, I will be updating!

Updating my update: AGH! I had posted a couple times in January and February through my phone. Apparently they never posted. No wonder you all thought my blog died. Sorry about that. Apparently they posted to the blog as drafts instead of just posting. I am SO SORRY! I will make sure that doesn't happen again!

Saturday, December 31, 2011

Work Comp is smoking rocks! Are they INSANE!?


I got a letter from Pam at Esis. It says:
Dear Ms. Baker:
I have scheduled an Independent Medical Evaluation with Dr. Schumpert on January 23, 2012, Monday at 9:15 AM. The appointment will take place at [address] Missoula, MT 59807.
If you decide to go to Missoula the night before, I will pay for lodging and meal fees. Please let me know and I will release a check to you.
If you are unable to make this appointment, please let me know at your earliest convenience. My phone number is [phone #].
This appointment has been made per State Statutes and you are required to attend. Please confirm with me that you will be able to attend.
Has she lost her mind? I can't drive to Missoula! It's going to cost me $100 in gas to drive there and back, for starters. It's hard enough for me to drive to Kalispell, MT and back, much less Missoula! I have to have someone go with me so they can drive me back. 


I am all for the Independent Medical evaluation but the Montana statue says
A. Section 39-71-605, MCA. Yes, the examiner is allowed to schedule periodic independent medical evaluations (IME). The  time and place for the examination, must take into consideration the  employee’s convenience, physical condition, and ability to attend at the time and place that is as close to the employee’s residence as is practical.
How the hell is a 4 hour drive, in pain, without the chance of any pain relief and a 4 hour drive back the VERY NEXT DAY, convenient? How the fuck is a 4 hour drive "as close to the employee's residence as is practical"? What they don't have doctors in Kalispell? Seriously!? This is BULLSHIT! 


If she thinks I can make it that far, she is smoking rocks!


Thursday, December 29, 2011

Urologist and Sedentary Work


I went to the doctor on Monday to see the urologist. They had me pee into a special container under a funnel attached to a bedside commode. I didn't really feel like I had to go but I tried anyway. I felt like I had completely emptied my bladder so I went back to the exam room. They did an ultrasound to measure the amount of urine in my bladder. 


When I came in I had 15 ounces of urine in my bladder (or close to 445 cc's). After "emptying my bladder", I had 7 1/2 ounces of urine still in my bladder (or close to 222 cc's). At 222 cc's, I should be having the urge to go to the bathroom. But I am not having any sensation that I need to pee, even at 445 cc's. 


January 6th they will teach me to self catheterize so my bladder will empty. On the 11th, I have an appointment for urodynamics. They'll be testing my bladder to see how it reacts. 


On January 19th I will have a scope done on my bladder. I can't remember the specifics of that one. But they'll be checking out my bladder again. Plus I have an EMG at the Glacier Neuroscience and Spine Clinic, so that will be a long day of appointments.


Today and yesterday I have been having horrible pain in my bladder. It's so bad that I am doubling over in pain. 


I can't wait until the 6th so I can finally have an empty bladder again. When I went to the ER the Saturday after my epidural steroid injection, they drained my bladder. I felt so much better after they did but since then, I feel a constant fullness on my lower abdomen that doesn't go away and it's getting worse. 


I also go in on the 10th for another follow up at The Montana Center for Wellness and Pain Management. Hopefully they will do something besides just have me call in each week and diagnose how I am doing over the phone. I am really not impressed with that at all.


They released me to sedentary work only. That's awesome except I don't sit in a chair because my legs fall asleep and go numb if I do. Sitting actually causes me a LOT of pain, so I am not sure how I am going to go back to work sedentary only. 


I have tried sitting in a chair the last two days and my back is KILLING me now and it's getting harder and harder to walk. I think I will go back to my reclined position for now. I call in tomorrow fir the update but frankly, this is ridiculous. How can they determine how I am over the phone? I am SO not impressed! 

Sunday, December 18, 2011

Epidural Steroid Injections and Burning Legs/ Leg Weakness

I spent my week on Benadryl so I mostly played video games, homeschooled my kids and tried to stay awake.

On Tuesday I had my follow up appointment with the Pain Doctor. I explained about that I think I am having a reaction to the epidural steroid injection and he actually agreed. He is also sending me to a urologist to make sure there isn't some anatomical reason why I am having trouble urinating if I stop taking Benadryl. He didn't seem too concerned about all the other symptoms I am having. But he was very interested in the urinary issues.

After the appointment, Nikky and I discussed how odd this was. We started asking around to see if anyone else has had an epidural steroid injection or knew someone who had. Then we asked about side effects and if it helped. We found quite a few people who have had them and more that knew someone who did. ALL of them, and I mean ALL, have said they had the same problems. All of them had teh  Burning sensation down the legs like acid being poured on you and most of them had leg weakness. The others reported other negative symptoms also like headaches, unable to stand up by themselves, extreme stiffness in the back and joint pain.

Mikky and I talked more about it and we think the reason the doctor isn't really concerned about my reaction to the epidural steroid injection is because it's a normal side effect they failed to warn me about... but the urinary issue isn't! That's why they are so interested in it.

I can tell you, I will NEVER get another epidural steroid injection again! But, if you had one and you are having side effects, I would love to hear your story too. Obviously my case is not that unique or they wouldn't be so "couldn't care less" about it.  And I am finding that reaction is not some weird or unusual reaction. It's common.

What do you think? Do you know someone who had an injection and had a reaction like this? I wanna hear it.

Tuesday, December 13, 2011

Working on Minecraft

My game testers are working on Minecraft. I have been pretty busy with paperwork this weekend. Wednesday we will start working on the blog posts for game reviews on Battlefield Play 4 Free and Minecraft and hopefully we will have them up for this week.


Thursday, December 08, 2011

My Game Testers


Here are my kids in "helping mom test games" mode. We are trying a Halo trial. I am getting a lot better at first person shooters. It helps that I can kill my kids all day long and not go to jail for it LMAO! Oops, gotta go! They are trying to run me over!

Wednesday, December 07, 2011

Video Game Review: Pirates of the Caribbean Online

I heard about Pirates of the Caribbean Online from my youngest son so I had to check it out. Miles, Mendel and I spent days playing this game to see how far you can get on a free account. Each of us picked different skills to test and worked as a team in battles and whatnot, to see how the game would be. I also tried to accomplish each of my missions and here is what we thought.

Pirates of the Caribbean Online: Starting Out
Starting out we got to pick our pirate characters. I picked a female pirate and the boys picked male pirates. They have a random name generator or you can scroll through the various combinations of names to pick "pirate" names. Some examples are Hector Bernmalley, Miles (by request), Constance Dreadsteel and Jack Bladekidd.

You start out in jail and Jack Sparrow's face is the first you see as he tells you something about being in jail and blablabla... sorry, I can't stand the sound of his voice so I hit esc and skipped it. Once you kick your way out of jail while the guard sleeps, Jack Sparrows gives you a little tutorial and you are ready to use your WASD keys to walk to the door, shift to open and then leave to explore the area. You can also you your mouse to help you walk faster and easier. Just right click and point where you want to go while walking forward. It will lead you in that direction.

A Note on Pirate Sexes
Out of curiosity, I noticed that the boys pirates seemed to move faster, heal faster and generally seemed better than my female pirate. So I created a male pirate character and played as Bartholmew Yellowbeard for a little bit. He seemed to be a lot better than my female character. Sexist Disney! But I played the rest of the time as Constance.

Pirates of the Caribbean: Missions, Follow the Light Beams in the Sky
By following the light beams in the sky, you complete steps to your missions. They are things like, find Gibbs, talk to Jack, kill a few cadets and such. I was the mission tester. For the most part, the missions are pretty fun except the boring dialog that you have with each character. One of the missions leads you to Barbosa and you have to shoot at his monkey, then he gives you a gun and tells you all about the code. *yawn* but at least you get a gun... then you are told not to shoot anyone with it. Alrighty then.

The missions went well up until I was told to go get a tattoo. I managed to find the place (after sailing all over to find out it was on the island I just left LOL, even in virtual worlds I get lost) When I went inside and went to get a tattoo, ALL the tattoos are for "unlimited members only". I checked into the prices just to see how much it costs to become an unlimited member. The prices of $9.95 a month, $49.95 semi-annually or $79.95 annually brought my mission to liberate the Black Pearl to a screeching halt. I don't want to complete missions that bad. (of course, if someone else wants to pay for that, I'll happily play the game a LOT and let you know how it plays out.)

Pirates of the Caribbean: Notoriety and Skills
Each thing you do (battle the cadets, sailing, fishing, etc) gains you notoriety and skill levels for each thing you are doing (sailing, fishing, fighting with a sword, shooting, firing cannons, etc). After awhile, trying to gain notoriety becomes so insanely difficult that it's hardly worth it. We also found that each skill level tops out at level 7. Unless you want Disney to rape your wallet, that's as good as it gets for free.

Pirates of the Caribbean: Earning Gold
I found that I could gain gold by helping repair ships by going to the benches near the piers and by fishing. The benches have mini-games you play (sawing woods, hammering nails, plugging holes, etc) and you get paid coins when you are finished. Depending on the difficulty level depends on the amount of coins you are paid.

Fishing was pretty fun. Cast your line, try to snag a fish and then reel it in. When it starts fighting you, stop reeling. Depending on the fish and the size determines the amount of coins you get and the amount of coins and skill gained. As you level up your skill, you can catch larger fish. Once you hit skill level 7 though, that's it. No more skill levels and the joy of hoping to snag a shark is gone because you won't be able to unless your willing to fork over a small fortune to Disney.

Pirates of the Caribbean: Sea Battles!
You can't have a game about pirates without sea battles! I found that the three of us are a pretty awesome team! Mendel worked on his cannon skills as his game test and Miles worked on his sailing skills as his game test.

First, Miles sailed the ship while Mendel and I blew up ship. Note: do not fire at ships with flags! You will have to board the ship and you will be killed and end up back in jail.

As you level up on cannon skills you will unlock new types of ammo which you can use in battles. It's pretty fun until about level 7. After that, it's all the same and gets rather dull. I agree with this wholeheartedly and I stopped playing at cannon level 6.

As you sail, you level up which gives you a speed boost ability, which is good for turning and running away like a little sissy pirate; and come about which tightens your turn so you can turn around faster (which also helps you run away like a sissy pirate... but also keeps you alive).

Overall, the battles are fun up until you level out at level 7.

Pirates of the Caribbean: Overall Game Rating

  • My rating: 7 out of 10... only because that's the only level you can reach in free game play.


  • Miles rating: 9 out of 10: It's so massive that it would take forever to explore everywhere.


  • Mendel Rating: 6 out of 10: The glitches can make it fun at times, although they are hard to find. Other times it makes it difficult (like when you have to kill a cadet and he's standing in a tree). It would get a 7 but I played Assassin's Creed.


Game Play Rating

  • My Rating: 7 out of 10: since I don't know what is beyond that skill level.


  • Miles Rating: 8 out of 10: The characters glitch while running and the server lags which throws you off a lot.


Control Rating

  • My Rating: 9 out of 10: The controls are pretty easy to use but so easy I fell asleep at the helm. During battles onboard, you would have to press esc to leave one cannon and run to the other. The esc key made it awkward. But other than that, it was good for controls.


  • Miles rating: 8 out of 10: It can be hard to play on a laptop where almost every non-letter key has two functions.


Fun Factor

  • My Rating: up until skill level 7, it's really fun. It has so many things to do, it's hard to get bored on the game until you level out  all your skills. I'll say fun factor is a 8 out of 10. I take away two stars, one for the monthly membership and one for the low level cap.
  • Miles Rating: That's a tough one. It's such a unique game that you really have to try it for yourself. I don't know how to rate it with the wide variety of games within the game.
Family Friendly?

Oh yeah! By far this is very family friendly. I am thinking of borrowing a younger kid and parent and having them test it out for a "young kids family" review.

Fun for the whole family! I didn't even cuss while playing! (It's a miracle!) <<< Miles says, "Yup!"

OurWorld Question: Can you buy coins with real money?

I looked around ourWorld and didn't see any place to buy coins for real money, but you can buy gems for real money. Almost everything that I have seen can be bought with gems. I'll update if I find something I can't buy with gems.

Have fun gaming!

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